It's been a really long time since I've written one of these do-dads~

I apologize for my inactivity, I really do! I'm still in the pre-steps of all of these requests and I dunno, I just can't find it in me to create the awesome pictures that I wanna give ya guys!

I'm pretty much in a mental and emotional distress, sorta were you wanna go find a nice emo corner, curl up, break down, and possibly turn into a zombie, yano that feeling? Yeah, well it's sorta kickin' my ass right now~ Yaaaaaay.... :T

I'm suppose to be looking at colleges and applying (or was suppose to do that a while ago) but I dunno, I'm looking into a bunch of different art schools, such as Pratts in N.Y. and Fort Lewis in Colorado (heard that one of their majors is art) but I dunno.... Any suggestions? D: I'm so lost and I'm trying to put some real effort into making a portfolio and bdffbvkjsbkfvbalsohdfbzfvhdbsajvnjsbv monkeyballs I'm already exhasted from all this school shiz that I just wanna go cry in some dark hole!

Doesn't help that we're looking for a new place to move to....gah that thought puts such a damper on things dude!! I mean, I've been in this place for friggen 14 years! FORTEEN FRIGGEN YEARS!! I have so many memories in this little town that gah I just dunno! And transferring half way through my senior year? I'm already socially awkward around people I know already! Dear Bob! I say HELL NAH MAN! I'd rather finish it up online =3= at least that'd be easier to pass since you can just google the answers~ I mean....wut .3.

Bunch of other shiz happened, slightly depressed and extremely tired (physically and psychologically) Rena, but I don't feel like going into much detail 'bout that! Haha either way, gotta look at the bright side! I have amazing friends and family that love and care about me! And there'll always be a better day, more fun and memories to be made in either near or far future!! Can't sit around moping all day long! Nothin' will keep me from smiling!

Off to face the world with useless enthusasim! Wish this awesome me some luck! But of course I won't need it since I'm so awesome!!!
-nope! That's a lie! Wish me luck! I really need it! Imma go pass out on meh nice compfy bed and hopefully just don't wake up till a week from now ~(^u^)~

Oh!
P.S.
I'll seriously get workin' on those art requests when I get my "mojo" back and I feel like it's good enough to show you!!!
-Other peoplez, please don't ask for any more requests, I'm already up to my neck with 'em! I'll post another jornal or whatever when I'm up and ready for commisions/art trades/requests! d:

I LOVE YOU ALL AND GOOD NIGHT YOU PEDOBEARS!<3